♥A Twist In My Story ♥

Hello There !

I will update for the sake of updating

Received a cheque today , was shock to know

i will be receiving this award on stage .

The amount was not much as i expected

but still im thankful :D

Thank you for those who cheered for me unlike

that someone that i expected to support me but didn't D:

Sad right ? D:

She text this "Honestly , i didn't even clap"

Alamak sakit hati uhh , HAHAHAH

Feel like strangling her la but still she is the reason i tried to improve

my studies last year . So thank you my dear dear kwek (: !!!!

Eh how i wish my name was on the screen during the release of O level results getting distinctions

Nahh , wont happen for sure la .

My results for this common test was quite shitty i can say that . Damn , disappointing lah

Yeay ~ i was picked to go KOREA but i decided not too , the cost was too expensive

So now im deciding to follow another group to go Indonesia much more cheaper in terms of expenses

I cant recall what the name of the place , fuck .

Okay till then , im so pissing off losing too many dota matches

Night Humans ! I love you all ;D

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♥ 6:35 AM

Common Test over and so is sandcastle building :D

Yeah ~

Tiring day for us but we managed to build our desired

sculpture today

Im so proud of you 5B , though in the first place

we encountered difficulties , we still pull our

way through together

& again we were crown the best sculpture among

the graduating classes . How great is that ?

Jealous of us ? Hehe

Fun , Awesome & great experience never to be miss :D

SPOT ME ? Cant ? Aww, loser ! :D

Labels: sun + burn = sunburn

♥ 6:54 AM

Diahh a very bubbly girl . Stubborn at times for not telling me where she working at . Grr

Takot sangat ehh aan datang ? Aan datang bolei tolong diahh buat kerje kan . HAHA

Okay diahh tk perlu ehh nk sindir aan , mentang-mentang dah nak masok poly , ACTION ! hahah

I know im still a schoolboy -.- heh

Yea whatever it is , what information i had given you better dont leak it out to anyone tau ,

if not bear the consequences diahh . HAHAHA

Till then , last long with your boifey :D

♥ 3:09 AM

Well here I am blogging instead of opening up my book

To study social study.

Screw up SS for tomorrow I guess

Okay just reached home from studying at lot one with fellow friends

In the afternoon ,

Lot One was packed with humans flooding the place

I was like what the freaking hell is going on here

And until I realized that there was “Korean superstars” in CCK
Their motive is ;

to have an autograph session for their fans of course

Im not sure what group it was but all I know

The place was hectic with people shouting , running and some even cried

I don’t get them , seriously.

Many of them was holding up posters

For some girls , they caught my attention their

Make-up tk payah cakap , tebal nk mampos , gross.

And I was like an innocent boy who wear slippers only
waiting for Asyraaf &

Trying to find a glimpse of their superstar but didn’t managed to

Ahh but who cares la . I soon be one of them one fine day also what right :D

So head to library , study some stupid vectors

Hang out till 7.30 taking random retard pictures of ourselves

and went to met mum at causeway

Okay im done with this , study time (:

♥ 7:01 AM

Okay is now 1.14 am sharp and I cant sleep
Im still thinking of her , many things running in my mind.
Practically for now ,

Im still webcaming with this two guy and my cousin from just now

Didn’t intend to follow up my parents to go Costa Sand
to celebrate an occasion & now i
Regretted for not following them
im waiting for them to get back home
cause i need FOOD , FOOD
Your son is starving !

Basically im just too tired to go out

My brain needs a rest

Too tired too study and absorb stupid formulas ,

Formats ; especially SOCIAL STUDIES.

Common test This whole week !

F-U-C-K

Okay honestly

Time practice is killing me & tuitions .

I donnoe if I can still cope with this way another few months

Scared that I burn out halfway and that’s it ByeBye to my

O level . Recently met up with friends , I was proud to

See my friends get into their desired poly and courses
Diahh republic poly eh ? HAHA.

Was totally jealous of them and for Zul who applied poly course

But ended up getting Innova JC ,

All the best my fren .

“Your ticket to university” I supposed .

Hopefully I can follow their steps :D

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♥ 9:33 AM

Yeahhh we got a new person joining us :D

Shazwani ! HAHAH. Her sister do most of the talking not her

HI , HI AND more HI is all i can hear during the conferencing

So anyone care to join us , tell me

We are always available !

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♥ 6:45 AM

Gaah~

supposingly was to meet shahidah at 1430

But due to my discipline problem I ended

Up reaching at her blk ard 3

Kata Farhan , sentiase lambat

As usual my bad , sorry shahidah :D

Wanted to watch tooth fairy on the

Day itself but too bad , not my luck to watch with her

Oohhhh !

But nevertheless , we managed to spent time together

We went places that I had never been before

Splendid experience

Though it was hell tiring , every moment

Become sweet and I never regret

Following her plan

For sure , you and me only know how

Hard we gone through together

We are friends , but is hard to define it

Labels: be jeolous of me jerk

♥ 7:13 AM

Okay webcam-ed with this two guys

Tried using skype but we dont know how to use it

So i recommend people you people using this software , ooVoo !

It helps alot (:

okay im gonna continue webcaming

WEE

♥ 7:11 AM

Our first day walk to school in the morning

was great though it rain heavily

i enjoyed it much

She insisted to walk no matter what

but it turns out to be a good choice ideed

We shared the same umbrella because as usual

i didnt brought mine and will never bring an umbrella to school

unlike that someone

YesYes , lucky i was tall enough to hold the umbrella

and shahidah you must be grateful that im your saviour

for today . You didnt get wet at all because i protected you :P

Caring kan ? I know , i know :D

Oh ya shahidah i didnt break your umbrella hor , is you not me

Eventually we managed to overcome the rain

First period was PE , damn it run

for twenty round and i was like half way panting for breath

My fitness is deteriorating D:

Common test is coming soon in a few weeks time

& im still soso not prepared for it

Okay thats all , nothing great to talk about anymore

Night humans !

Labels: all i ever want is to see you smile again

♥ 6:51 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL !

Celebrated her birthday during recess

Okay i was actually jealous of her la really

Her birthday occasion was way better than mine

People sponsored cakes , many of them wish her

GRR !

Okay whatever it is happy being 17 years old my dear girl

Of course you getting old unlike me im still sweet sixteen :D Aww

5 years we stuck in the same class & i know

your wish for this year ; to pass your O level right ?

Ohh Farhan so clever right :D

Till then , take good care of your love ones

♥ 4:48 AM

A move on post would be great right for now

I Hope so

Honestly , trying to forget you is hard even though

I tried not to think of you each day but

your image keep on appearing in my mind

Im not sure what went wrong for me

Was it really hard? Hard enough to forget you ?

Enough is enough and I made up my mind to just let you go

Far away from me

Foremost , sorry Botanic girl for not able

To accompany you to find your butterflies

I will catch for you soon alright ;D

Ahh recently I made this friend of mine who I had

Lost contact with her since we were in

Primary school and we eventually

Contact each other back . Was glad that she still acknowledge me

Despite the fact that we had not been

Contacting each other for at least four years.

A sweet and tender girl who never fail to

Made me smile and laugh each time .

Laughter was everywhere

When I was her .

. I was easy being with her by her side

Even though she keep on mentioning about this

Particular girl name that I don’t want to hear anymore

Whatever it is we ended our day with a hug

How sweet :D

Labels: lets play the game

♥ 6:33 AM

You taught me things that I would never forget in life .

Things that make me mature as time passes by .

Having you around was always a pleasure .

You are a great and fun girl to be with &

I never doubt your love towards me .

Apologizing to me is not necessary

because I know I too have hurt you .

I suffer too much from this ordeal and so do you.

I can only shed tears for now

but it seems we do not hit each other well ;

the way we use to in the past

We were once so strong
Our Hopes and Dreams was high

High enough
to lead us to nowhere .
I blame myself .

But partly , Only God knows the reason .

Well, things ended between us

.

Im scared to let you go in the first place

but eventually it did happen now

Though we didn’t managed to continue our relationship

as I expected , I hope being friends

will probably be the best solution for us.

Surely I will miss sending you home ,

going to commonwealth . The long walk we always took

together , your laughter . Slowly , I can feel the lost

in you in my heart .You gave me

the drive in me to do well for my examinations . You are

one of the reasons I came back to sec 5 to continue my

studies but things ended up this way .

I will give

you my support in everything you do Nur Shahidah .

I guess I should now end this post on a good note .

Thanks for being there for me through out the journey together.

I know you have always wanted the best for me .

Mayb it was true , we were just meant to be friends .

I never regret befriending you , never regret

letting you into my family .

It’s just that , now it happens too fast .

Thanks for the Priceless Memories.

Labels: I wont move on

♥ 4:49 AM

First day of school started . Saw some friends who chose to go ITE to pursue their studies and I hope the best for you people . Managed to go school with her on the first day . I was happy to see her face after all . I miss you badly you know . Saw this guy that I do not want to meet and he was too at cck . We got a new classroom . The disadvantage now is , I would not be able to see her in school frequently . Sigh . In the first place i was scared of my hair style and hoping that the discipline master would not catch me on the first day if not have to force to go home and eventually enough it was raining heavily today . Now, lets talk about my Academic for this year . A year to push myself for the O level and time is short for me . Im feeling the pressure right now with different teachers keep on dwelling the same topic about our O level . First day and im stress , really stress ): Another year to stuff our brains with formulas . Gaah. I know the teachers are worry for us but the way they elaborate is frightening us . Yes we know the gap each more bigger and wider compared to our N level which is just a stepping stone for us to go through to promote to sec five . Release of O level result is on 11 Jan and I hope my Mother Tounge grades will be much better compared to last year . Clear it and I can focus on other subjects . All I can say now , I must really put in effort this year , live up my expectation of my parents and I hope I really can do it. Actions speak louder than words , so better put in effort Farhan .

♥ 11:58 PM

A beautiful day , a beautiful night . The Best firework I had ever seen . It was just right in front of our eyes .With the sound effect booming , the scenery of the firework was spectacular . Planned to go marina barrage but the place was for Tickets Holders and finally we ended up at Esplanade Bridge . The view was AWESOME . How I just wish she was beside me to see it together . Jokes around with my friends , laugh all day but my mind just keep thinking of you and I badly wanted you to be with me . Im still glad that i managed to celebrate with my buddies and I understand you have your own commitment dear . My battery was halfway dead , fcuk phone . Okay whatever it is , 2009 has left us and another year have come for us to overcome it . Leave all the past behind be it with the good or the bad stuff we have done , lets move on . My resolution for this year is too push myself to do my best for O level this year and not to slack anymore . I have been slacking way to far and my homework is still untouched . Sigh . School will be re-opening very soon , im gonna prepare myself for the worst to come & too all live your life to the fullest :DD

♥ 6:55 AM